Your challenge as a player is to understand what you do well so you can repeat it, rather than understanding what you do wrong to stop doing it. If you start to think in this way, your game improves on all your results. But if it does not work like that, a bad result alters your entire game.
It is important that you find the own shot with its positive characteristics, those that are, those that work, what one is. That is the identity. What you do not have yet and you are trying to achieve is not what defines you as a player. For that reason, I went out to play with what you have and not with what you do not have.